Where do I go now? I feel like I'm always dying on the inside. When will I finally die and be the frozen shell that can function and smile to those around her?
I am so, so tired of fighting.
5 days ago
Way Out --->
All my life I've lived a lie. Everything I do is faking, pretending, hiding behind masks because who I am is apparently so dreadful that it cannot be shown to the waking world without inducing countless nightmares in the innocent populace. When I do show myself, when I do let myself be real, everything gets ruined. I alienate people, I hurt the ones I love. I can't have a good time and I can't let myself relax because bad things happen.
Dissolutions
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